A Lost Friend & A Little Wish

I had a friend.

We used to stand at the end.

We never talked, not until she had an accident

She's one of my teammates.

That one accident caused her to stop playing for 4 months.

I got worried, so as I teammate, I contact her.

I told her the things that had happened during training,

After that day,

We keep in touch.

We used to be quiet,

Until that day,

We became friends.

I told her everything that has been hiding in my head,

And she listened,

The one and only person who listened.

I told her I think negative sometimes, 

And 

She helped me.

We're in the different religion.

So she told me everything she learnt from her religion,

While I tell her about mine.

I treat her as my Best Friend, but 

I don't know as if she treat me as a passer or a Friend. 

Our 'friendship' lasted for 3 years. 

I thought it could be four, 

Until 3 months before, 

She stopped replying me messages. 

She read them but never reply them. 

I waited with some little hope,

that she's just planning to surprise me on my birthday.

 

I waited 3 months and now it's almost my birthday. 

During the past 3 years on my birthday, 

She made me happy. 

I was finally happy on my birthday, 

I wish she would do the same thing on this year birthday too. 

Count down 17 days till my birthday, 

And my wish is that she would be in my life again and never leave :)