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Saturday, 17 September 2016

Who would know?

My pain
Hiding
Behind "I'm fine"
Again
They're talking to me
No
More like shouting at me
Yeah
That's it
Shouting
It hurts
Every word does

I know, I know
I'm not enough
I never will be
I know
In my heart
I'm always so close
But
Something threw me backwards
Even though
One word
Can make a difference
Don't you know?

They came out
Once more
Tonight
My head spinning
How long can I
Put up this fight
Probably not
Much longer tonight
Freak stupid dumb
They say
Sad useless numb
I feel
Who would know

I'm hurting tonight