Who would know?

My pain
Hiding
Behind "I'm fine"
Again
They're talking to me
No
More like shouting at me
Yeah
That's it
Shouting
It hurts
Every word does

I know, I know
I'm not enough
I never will be
I know
In my heart
I'm always so close
But
Something threw me backwards
Even though
One word
Can make a difference
Don't you know?

They came out
Once more
Tonight
My head spinning
How long can I
Put up this fight
Probably not
Much longer tonight
Freak stupid dumb
They say
Sad useless numb
I feel
Who would know

I'm hurting tonight